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Post by Alec Thornbird on Dec 1, 2009 22:05:14 GMT -5
thanks....
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Post by Isabella Rose Swan on Dec 1, 2009 22:10:50 GMT -5
"What's wrong?" She asked.
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Post by Alec Thornbird on Dec 2, 2009 13:50:01 GMT -5
He shook his head and hugged her tightly.
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Post by Isabella Rose Swan on Dec 3, 2009 20:35:31 GMT -5
"Okay..." She said as she hugged him back.
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Post by Alec Thornbird on Dec 5, 2009 13:31:00 GMT -5
He held her for a long time, stroking her hair. He never knew that he could have felt this way about another human being
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Post by Isabella Rose Swan on Dec 6, 2009 18:11:47 GMT -5
She smiled. She really didn't know what to do.
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Post by Alec Thornbird on Dec 7, 2009 21:10:29 GMT -5
After a while, Alec sighed and kissed her head, then stood up and went to the door. "I should head...." He smiled at her and headed down the stairs.
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Post by Isabella Rose Swan on Dec 11, 2009 18:31:56 GMT -5
"Alec." She sighed. "I can't do this. I feel like i'm going to hurt you, and i don't want to do that. I'm sorry, but i can't go out with you. I wanna tell you now then get into it and hurt you...." She sighed and ploped on her bed. "I'm sorry,"
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Post by Alec Thornbird on Dec 11, 2009 19:48:23 GMT -5
Alec looked at her, then sighed. "I don't think you'd hurt me.... i don't give a damn if you do...." he looked at her again. "But... I don't think you could hurt me more then how you did right now...." He clutched his teeth together. "I'm not giving up on you, Bella..." He walked out and slamed the door hard.
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Post by Isabella Rose Swan on Dec 13, 2009 13:46:35 GMT -5
She sighed. "That didn't go well...." She turned and closed her eyes.
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Post by Alec Thornbird on Dec 13, 2009 13:48:32 GMT -5
Alec got on his bike and sped away to his house. He locked himself in his rage room and kicked and screamed.
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Post by Isabella Rose Swan on Dec 13, 2009 13:50:58 GMT -5
(i'm sorry! haha. i just don't want her with anyone. )) Isa just layed there. "Isa, you dummie. Why would you even try to go out with some one. You just hurt them..."
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Post by Neil Sanders on Dec 13, 2009 13:51:02 GMT -5
Neil was riding on his way home and decided to stop by Isa's just because. He whipped out his cell and shot he a quick text.
Sabi! I'm right outside your door. Quick, open it. Quick, open it. QUICK, OPEN IT! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Post by Isabella Rose Swan on Dec 13, 2009 13:51:59 GMT -5
She sighed when she got the text. She walked out of her room and rto the front door. She opened it to see Neil. "Hey..." She said.
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Post by Alec Thornbird on Dec 13, 2009 13:53:26 GMT -5
((It's ok, i guess... he's heartbroken now...))
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Post by Isabella Rose Swan on Dec 13, 2009 13:54:09 GMT -5
((he didn't even know her? haha))
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Post by Alec Thornbird on Dec 13, 2009 13:55:00 GMT -5
((he falls hard and fast.))
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Post by Neil Sanders on Dec 13, 2009 13:55:19 GMT -5
He grinned like usual and walked inside. "Hey Sabi. What's goin' on, my comrad?"
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Post by Isabella Rose Swan on Dec 13, 2009 13:56:46 GMT -5
"Everything! NEIL! I'M GOING GAY!" she stated, shouting a bit.
((i see that....))
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Post by Neil Sanders on Dec 13, 2009 13:59:00 GMT -5
Neil frowned and looked at her weird, then his face broke into a smile and eventually a laugh as he made his way to the kitchen for some milk. "Well I'm glad!" he said, using the other meaning of the word. "It's nice to be overbearingly happy, y'know?"
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Post by Alec Thornbird on Dec 13, 2009 13:59:03 GMT -5
Axel had to knock his brother out.
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Post by Isabella Rose Swan on Dec 13, 2009 14:01:52 GMT -5
"No, Neil. I'm not happy. I hurt prople all the time. Dude, i just need to stop, Just die." She sighed and walked to him. "Neil, Why do guys love me? And why do they have to?" She started to tear up. She didn't weant to so she clamped her eyes shut and whiped what was there on her cheek.
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Post by Neil Sanders on Dec 13, 2009 14:07:15 GMT -5
Neil felt torn. It hurt seeing Isa like this and he took her hand, leading her over to the couch and sat them both down. He grabbed the box of Kleenex on the table and just set them on his lap for the time being. He sighed. "Sabi. Don't say that. Dieing isn't going to solve much of anything and if you died, it'd hurt a helluva lot of people. And...Sabs, guys love you because you've got a kick-ass personality. You can't beat yourself up over this. Now why don't you tell me what exactly went down, ok?" He put his arm around her shoulder comfortingly and pulled her close to him.
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Post by Isabella Rose Swan on Dec 13, 2009 14:11:33 GMT -5
"Alec said he loved me. And i can't. I don't wanna hurt him, Cuase i do it all the time. I did it to Chase, i did it to Zane, well he did it to me too, but that's not the point. i just hate feeling everything they feel and i just, i can't." She ssighed and snuggled into his chest. She really did hate feeling like this. "I put all the blame on me, cause it is. I don't wanna hurt people anymore. And if i die, No one would care. Well, other then you and Jayk." She was full on crying now.
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Post by Neil Sanders on Dec 13, 2009 14:17:18 GMT -5
He rubbed her back slowly, comforting-like. He couldn't believe how much drama was going on. Neil sighed. "Listen...we wouldn't be the only ones who would care. Your parents...well...your mom, anyway. Meia...and even though both of them are assholes, I think Chase and Zane would care...a lot...but Sabi, it's just out of the question. There's no way in Hell I'm gonna let you kill yourself."
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Post by Isabella Rose Swan on Dec 13, 2009 14:19:35 GMT -5
"Why the heck not?! Neil, I wanna stop hurting people. I don't like it. I just need to Die fast and quick. Hit me with a knife. That simple." She said looking at him. Her cheeks were red and her eyes were blood shot. She whiped her wet cheek, and her eyes.
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Post by Neil Sanders on Dec 13, 2009 14:26:56 GMT -5
He glared at her then, clenching his hands into fists. "No. I won't kill you. You mean way too much to me and I'm not about to let you do it to yourself, either. So get that thought out of your mind. What, you think life's not worth living anymore because you've been having GUY TROUBLES?!"
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Post by Isabella Rose Swan on Dec 13, 2009 14:32:05 GMT -5
"Guy Troubles? Neil, EVERY GUY I LIKE OR LOVE, I HURT. i DON'T WANNA DO IT ANYMORE!" She yelled and got up. "Just cause i mean alot to you doesn't me i mean alot to everyone lese in the world. People HATE me. HATE Neil, not a nice word. People would kill for me to be dead." She then sighed. He was right. She mentally slaped her self and sat on the gound, and looked at the ground.
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Post by Lilith Celejay on Dec 13, 2009 14:39:24 GMT -5
Neil breathed in and sighed heavily, lowering himself to the ground as well. He sat indian-style, looking up at Isa thru his bangs before lifting her chin to make her look at him. "Listen to me, and listen good. People are just gonna have to suffer, then. Because I'm not gonna let you do it. And you can't make me do it, either cuz I'll refuse. And...if people hate you, so what?! I don't understand why they should. Hate is a strong word and it means a lot. Hate is just like love, y'know? More people need to love in this world. But Isabella Rose...I garuntee you you will kill me if you commit suicide or make anyone else hurt you. Please don't give up, Sabi. Because you mean too much to me."
((...crap, this was supposed 2 be Neil but I don't feel like changing it right now))
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Post by Isabella Rose Swan on Dec 13, 2009 14:43:13 GMT -5
((hahaa. It's cool))
She sighed again. "Thank you Neil." She said hugging him. She could really talk to him and he would listen.
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