Zane Tapp
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Post by Zane Tapp on Sept 26, 2009 20:46:37 GMT -5
The corners of his lips twitched downwards as she stopped their kiss. "Of course," he said without thinking.
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Post by Isabella Rose Swan on Sept 26, 2009 20:47:45 GMT -5
"are you sure?" she said looking up at him.
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Zane Tapp
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Post by Zane Tapp on Sept 26, 2009 20:54:29 GMT -5
"I wouldn't lie to you," he told her in a promising tone.
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Post by Isabella Rose Swan on Sept 26, 2009 20:55:26 GMT -5
"i know that but it's just........." she looked up at him. "i'm scared." she muttered.
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Zane Tapp
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Post by Zane Tapp on Sept 26, 2009 20:56:59 GMT -5
"What of?"
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Post by Isabella Rose Swan on Sept 26, 2009 20:57:40 GMT -5
"i don't know.....of other girls..." she muttered again.
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Zane Tapp
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Post by Zane Tapp on Sept 26, 2009 21:01:34 GMT -5
His jaw dropped as he understood what she was getitng at. Once again he mentally slapped himself for not catching on right away. "I um..." he struggled for the right words. "Maybe.. this isn't such a.. good idea."
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Post by Isabella Rose Swan on Sept 26, 2009 21:02:40 GMT -5
"that's what i thought." she said as she got up,a tear falling from her eye.
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Zane Tapp
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Post by Zane Tapp on Sept 26, 2009 21:06:16 GMT -5
"Now hang on a moment.." he said with a sigh, grabbing both her hands.
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Post by Isabella Rose Swan on Sept 26, 2009 21:07:16 GMT -5
"what..." she manged to get out. She didn't look at him becasue she didn't want him ot see her cring.
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Zane Tapp
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Post by Zane Tapp on Sept 26, 2009 21:09:05 GMT -5
"I just..." he cleared his throat, sudden'y hating himself for being who he was. "I don't want to hurt you.. I don't trust myself."
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Post by Isabella Rose Swan on Sept 26, 2009 21:10:48 GMT -5
"to late..." she said, sighing and turning around to him.
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Zane Tapp
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Post by Zane Tapp on Sept 26, 2009 21:12:21 GMT -5
Her tears sent a shiver through him, enraging and upseting him even more. "I.. I.. " he trailed off, not sure what to say.
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Post by Isabella Rose Swan on Sept 26, 2009 21:13:10 GMT -5
"you don't have to say anything..." she sniffed loooking at him.
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Zane Tapp
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Post by Zane Tapp on Sept 26, 2009 21:17:51 GMT -5
HE shook his head sadly. "I'm so sorry.. all I ever do is cause you pain..."
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Post by Isabella Rose Swan on Sept 26, 2009 21:18:56 GMT -5
"yet i keep coming back..." she muttered.
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Zane Tapp
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Post by Zane Tapp on Sept 26, 2009 21:21:05 GMT -5
"That's what I don't understand," he said, looking up at her. "You know I'm a player, that I'm cocky and selfish, that I'm incapible of truely loving one person and giving them my all. So why do you keep comign back to me?"
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Post by Isabella Rose Swan on Sept 26, 2009 21:27:25 GMT -5
she sighed.
"The frist time i met you, you liked Meia. And i hated you, but that one day when me and...Chase were at the gocart place and you told me i was moving to fast, then we hung out. That's the frist time i acutaly talked to you, and had a good look at you. And even know i know your a player, there's just something about you that makes me wanna come back, to see you one last time. But it's never really one last time, cause i come back for more."
She didn't look at him the whole time. "and what i don't get is why i do this. Why i come back and see you. Why, when i look at you, i get butterflies in my stumach. Why i can't live with or without you.
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Zane Tapp
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Post by Zane Tapp on Sept 26, 2009 21:34:35 GMT -5
Zane reached up with his long arms and held her face in her hands. "I don't think you realise how much you mean to me," he said, biting his lower lip. "That's why... no matter how much I want to trust myself... I just can't have that kind of relationship with you."
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Post by Isabella Rose Swan on Sept 26, 2009 21:36:29 GMT -5
"and that..." she started. "that right there is was hurts the most."
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Zane Tapp
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Post by Zane Tapp on Sept 26, 2009 21:40:05 GMT -5
He looked at ehr with pained eyes. "I'm so sorry..."
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Post by Isabella Rose Swan on Sept 26, 2009 21:41:27 GMT -5
"i'm fine..." she said closeing her eyes, and when she opened then a single tear rolled down her cheek.
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Zane Tapp
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Post by Zane Tapp on Sept 26, 2009 21:48:18 GMT -5
Zane grimaced and stood up, leaning over and catching the tear with his lips. "You know I'll never care for someone like I do for you."
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Post by Isabella Rose Swan on Sept 26, 2009 21:49:59 GMT -5
"okay then,Why can't you give up playing people?" she quetsioned looking up at him.
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Zane Tapp
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Post by Zane Tapp on Sept 26, 2009 22:22:39 GMT -5
"It's not that easy," he said with a sigh.
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Post by Isabella Rose Swan on Sept 26, 2009 22:23:40 GMT -5
"how is it not easy. enlighting me please? cause if you care for me as much as you say you do...then why can't you give up all the other girls?" she asked.
"am i not good enough?" she asked again.
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Zane Tapp
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Post by Zane Tapp on Sept 27, 2009 11:06:11 GMT -5
"You are, you are," he assured her. "It's just.. the tempation, I've lived this way sinse 6th grade, it's not somehting I can so easily drop." He sighed and ran a shaky hand through hishair. "Plus, I think you could do a lot better than me, you deserve to."
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Post by Isabella Rose Swan on Sept 27, 2009 11:07:51 GMT -5
"you told me you would give up anything to be with me? where'd that go? wheres that Zane?" she asked.
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Zane Tapp
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Post by Zane Tapp on Sept 27, 2009 11:11:31 GMT -5
He narrowed his eyes a bit, becoming irritated. "Haven't you realise by now I'm all talk?" At this point, it was best to be hard on her.
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Post by Isabella Rose Swan on Sept 27, 2009 11:14:48 GMT -5
"oh thanks. to think i was really falling for you, to think i was going to give you a chance. well i guess not. and you know what, i thought you were actually changing." she said as she started to walk away.
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