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Post by Christian Knight on Jan 14, 2012 0:26:15 GMT -5
"A little place I like to call Pizza Bonanza. "
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Post by Lilith Celejay on Jan 14, 2012 1:32:46 GMT -5
Her face brightened at that. "Pizza Bonanza?!" It was a little....unrefined for her taste but she was with Christian for Christ's sake. She didn't give a fuck where he was taking her, as long as she was with him. "Sounds awesome." She walked closer to him and held his hand, then stopped suddenly. "Uhm...I have...to tell you something else", she whispered.
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Post by Christian Knight on Jan 14, 2012 1:38:09 GMT -5
He looked at her seriously, ''yeah, what do you need babe?"
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Post by Lilith Celejay on Jan 14, 2012 1:45:13 GMT -5
His calling her 'babe' only made Lilith cringe in hatred. She didn't deserve to be called that...not now. "You know Zane? Well....I kind of accidentally put him in the hospital. And...and I kissed him too, alright? But it was only because I wanted to apologize for putting him in the hospital.....I'm sorry...."
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Post by Christian Knight on Jan 17, 2012 11:45:46 GMT -5
He thought about it. Not really sure what to say at the moment. "We will worry about this later. Let's just enjoy our date okay?" He asked quietly.
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Post by Lilith Celejay on Jan 17, 2012 12:28:20 GMT -5
She felt like she'd been punched in the face and she had to lift her hand to her face to make sure the blow hadn't been real. "Ok..." Lilith took a deep breath, let it out, and squeezed his hand a little, staying close to him but not too close. She wasn't sure if he even wanted her touching him now, so after a while, she let go but still kept close. Saying sorry seemed like such a worthless thing right now. She didn't know what to do to make it up to him and she really wanted to.
Once they reached the Pizza Bonanza, Lilith breathed a sigh of relief and sprinted up the front steps to put their names in.
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Post by Christian Knight on Jan 17, 2012 13:36:30 GMT -5
Christian was slow to follow and while he walked he thought abouut it. Am I the only one that is 100% in this relationship? I don't want things to turn out like they did with Anna. I can't take another Anna. I woul dshut down. he thought as he went up to Lilith and stood behind her. Warding off any males to what should be his.
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Post by Lilith Celejay on Jan 18, 2012 1:56:39 GMT -5
Lilith put their names in and the hostess told her it would be a twenty minute wait. Twenty minutes. That was all the time she needed to get Christian to forgive her. So taking another deep breath, she whipped around to face him, determination in her eyes. "Listen to me", she demanded, her voice hard but filled with pleading. "I don't want to feel this way everytime I'm near you. As guilty as I do. What happened with Duelo shouldn't have but because it did, it made me realize how much I really do care about you, Christian and I know that sounds like the most cheesiest piece of shit in the fucking world but I don't really give a damn because I fucking mean it. Ok?!"
Lilith suddenly stood up on the waiting bench and spread her arms wide, making her voice loud so everyone could hear her. "I'M SORRY", she said loudly and slowly. "I'M SORRY FOR HOW I ACT. I'M SORRY YOU HAVE TO DEAL WITH MY BULLSHIT WHEN YOU HAVE DONE ABSOLUTELY NOTHING TO ME." The hostess who put in their name looked at Lilith angrily. "Please get down miss. You're making a scene." But she kept going. "I MEAN IT WHEN I SAY I WANTED YOU TO BE THE FIRST ONE I MADE LOVE TO AND I'M SORRY YOU WEREN'T. I JUST DON'T WANNA FEEL LIKE THIS ANYMORE!!! I'M SORRY!!! I'M SO SORRY!!!.....I'm so sorry", she mumbled before she realized she was crying.
Everyone stared at her, silent. Then out of nowhere, one lone person wolf whistled, which turned into scattered clapping.
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Post by Christian Knight on Jan 18, 2012 21:02:48 GMT -5
He tried to stop from smiling at how proud of her he was. "Babe. I will always love you until you show me otherwise. No matter what you do, I will always have room in my heart to forgive you. Always remember that. okay?" He asked as he stood in front of her and wiped her tears. "You don't have to feel this way again okay? I won't let it happen. I'm sorry I wasn't with you to prevent all this heartache from happening. I'm so sorry I failed as a boyfriend." He said quietly.
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Post by Lilith Celejay on Jan 18, 2012 21:21:56 GMT -5
She looked up at him, bewildered, and shook her head before wrapping her arms around his waist, silently crying into his chest. "Christian, don't. Please don't ever say that. You're the best boyfriend ever. I'm the asshole who failed you." Lilith pulled away and wiped her eyes. "And now I ruined our god damn fucking dinner because I made a complete ass of myself."
The hostess nodded at the two. "Your table is ready, Lilith."
"Shut up", she snapped.
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Post by Christian Knight on Jan 18, 2012 21:28:35 GMT -5
"Come on, we will eat at home tonight and eat out tomorrow. Okay?" she asked
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Post by Lilith Celejay on Jan 18, 2012 21:54:13 GMT -5
She stayed silent for a bit but eventually gave a little nod and swallowed hard, starting to make her way for the door. "Thank you, Christian" she whispered.
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Post by Christian Knight on Jan 19, 2012 11:48:16 GMT -5
He nodded "no problem Lilith." he said as he moved to hold her hand.
((Hey, in Lilith's job Roshon should defff call christian about lilith's well being or something along those lines ;D ))
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Post by Lilith Celejay on Jan 19, 2012 14:08:07 GMT -5
((Haha okeeee )) Lilith choked on air in happiness, clutching his hand gratefully while she stood close. They walked out the restaurant and she glanced up at him. "And I'm sorry.....for causing a scene."
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Post by Christian Knight on Jan 19, 2012 17:31:48 GMT -5
"It's ok. You wouldn't be you if you didn't." He said sqeezing her hand.
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Post by Lilith Celejay on Jan 21, 2012 13:28:11 GMT -5
She smiled at that, shaking her head slightly. After everything, she still found it bewildering that Christian loved her for her, when 'her' was...well, all over the place. Lilith bit the inside of her cheek and sighed. "I wanna make dinner for you." She looked at him with a shy smile, something that was very rare to see on her face. "Ok?"
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