Lilith's Place ;)

[Lilith Celejay]

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[Lilith Celejay]

Lilith was practicing a new dance with her partner Roshon.

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Once it was over, they exchanged a high 5 and Lilith beamed. "Nice job, man." He smirked. "A-yo, thanks Lil. You weren't too bad yourself. Y'know. For you." Lilith raised an eyebrow at him before smirking and shaking her head. "You're lookin to get punched. Ok. One more time?" Roshon just laughed and nodded. "Yeah, yeah. From the top. Five, six, seven, eight...."

[Christian Knight]

Christian walked into Lilith's house and by how quiet it was that she was in her dance room. He walked in and smiled at her dancing.

[Lilith Celejay]

Once they ran it a second time, Roshon playfully pushed Lilith. "Ok, ok. Ya did good, Lil." Lilith smirked and turned to see Christian. In seeing him, she blushed and pushed Roshon harder, making him fall over and scream. "Yo, chill wit that shit, Lilith!" But preoccupied, Lilith just ran to Christian and threw herself into his arms. "Christian!!!" she said happily, burrying her face in his chest and just taking in his smell, extremely happy.

[Christian Knight]

"Hey babe. that was great." He said hugging her to me and lifting her up to spin her. "I missed you."

[Lilith Celejay]

She chuckled when he spun her around and looked up at him when her feet touched the ground. "I missed you more....." She could feel her throat getting tight, a sign that the tears were coming but she forced herself to keep her composure. No way was she gonna break down in front of Roshon. He'd never let her live it down. So flashing Christian a smile, she pulled away from him but kept her arms around him.

"You liked it? Thanks! I came up with it." A stress ball bounced off her head. "....With help from Roshon", she mumbled, turning to smirk at her partner. "So...practice is over. Roshon can get out and we can hang." Her partner cast a look at Lilith but he knew she was only joking and ruffled her hair till it was messed up, something he knew she hated.

"A'ight, I can take a hint. Yo, man. You pretty brave to decide to like this girl." He offered his hand to Christian while Lilith flipped him off.

[Christian Knight]

Christian laughed but kept Lilith close "No one else would hold my interest." he said to Roshon. He then took Lilith's hand and spun her out before bringing her back in

[Lilith Celejay]

Lilith giggled and once she was back in Christian's arms, she just leaned against him, her head resting in the crook of his neck like she used to do with her mother when she was little. "Guess I'm just that awesome. Bye, Roshon", she tried again.

Roshon shook his head but waved to them both before walking out the door. With him gone, Lilith stood on her toes to press her lips to Christian's, a smile all over her face. "I'm really happy right now", she whispered on his lips.

[Christian Knight]

"Oh? Why is my Water lilly so happy?" He asked as he kissed her back before he got them to sit dowm on the floor.

[Lilith Celejay]

Those butterflies flittered around excitedly in her stomach at the nickname. She really didn't know why she liked it that much but maybe it was just because Christian called her that. Lilith turned to smile at him. "Well because I have you here. I mean it when I say I missed you a whole lot...." Something in her voice suggested she meant something else by that but she hoped it wasn't noticeable.

[Christian Knight]

"Is everything alright?" he asked as he held her.

[Lilith Celejay]

Lilith squeezed her eyes shut, burying her face in his chest once again out of fear. Fear of him hating her. Leaving her...She didn't want that but it was probably going to happen. She tried to prepare herself for that moment, when those words would fly from his mouth and it only brought tears to her eyes. She let them fall silently, swallowing the lump in her throat.

"I'm sorry", was all she could say. "I'm sorry...that I...like alcohol?" she tried.

[Christian Knight]

He sighed "What are you really sorry about?" He asked her looking into her eyes. His eyes willing her not to lie to him.

[Lilith Celejay]

She stared into his face helplessly, moving between one blue eye to the next. She was aware of her lower lip quivering as her tears spilled over and a wild sob flew from her chest. Lilith clamped her hands to her motuh in shock, squeezing her eyes closed while her teeth clamped down on her hand. She held that position until the uncontrollable need to cry and scream were gone. Even now she couldn't bear to just let the tears come. She had to keep her composure or Christian would never forgive her.

Once her silent fit was over, Lilith slowly brought her hands away from her mouth, though the tears still left silent tracks down her face. She stayed quiet, trying to calm herself to make sure her voice didn't come out too shaky. As soon as she was sure she could keep it together, she spoke again.

"I have a....." She stopped there. After what happened between them, she was no longer sure if Duelo was even a friend. He shouldn't be...but... Clearing her throat, she started again. "I know this guy named Duelo. He used to piss me off but...after a while, we grew to become......friends", she started, mumbling the last word and shifting so she could curl herself into Christian. "One day, he told me he was bored, so I figured I'd show the ass-wipe a good time and took him out clubbing. We danced for a while, I drank some punch.....that.....I didn't know was spiked......and got myself pretty wasted........and then this...and that...ended up happening." She stopped, looking away from him because she couldn't bare to say any more.

[Christian Knight]

HE stayed silent for a minute. He moved away from her and let himself calm down as many, MANY things ran through his mind. A few minutes later, he looked at her before saying "I will kick his ass." he said quietly

[Lilith Celejay]

Lilith finally brought her eyes back up to him, hard but at the same time relieved. "You should be saying that to me. I'm the one who drank myself into a mess!!!!" she snapped as more tears fell from her eyes. She wasn't trying to protect Duelo or anything. She was just confused.

[Christian Knight]

He looked at her. "But he was the ass that saw you were vulnerable and took advantage of that. That is unexceptable "

[Lilith Celejay]

Lilith searched his face and when even that got to be too hard, she stood up and slowly walked out of the dance room to the living room, standing in front of a mirror on the wall. "I wanted you...to be my first....Christian.....I'm so-sorry", she hiccuped, clenching her hands into tight fists. She was hiccuping now?! Yup. Her composure was pretty much blown. "You can tell me, you know", she mumbled after a while. "Tell me you hate me. You can leave me..." No matter how hard she tried, the tears just wouldn't stop falling. She couldn't stand that thought. Of him leaving her. "I can take it."

[Christian Knight]

HE followed her and wrapped her up in his arms "Hey, I will still be your first okay? You will be in your right mind and wanting that. Okay? I don't hate you. This wasn't your fault ok?" He said before kissing her forehead. "You are my water lilly and you are one of the most important people in the world to me. Always remember that." He said holding her close

[Lilith Celejay]

She closed her eyes, holding Christian close. "Christian, you're amazing. Really. I l - " Lilith stopped short, unsure of saying those last few words aloud. She'd never said them to anybody before...well at least not like this. Not in the way she was feeling now and the unsureness made her angry. If she was going to tell Christian she loved him, she didn't want to be anger-filled and confused.

So instead, she looked into his face and smiled. "You're the best." After saying that, she frowned. What a weak comparison.

[Christian Knight]

He smiled at her "You know it." he joked trying to lighten her mood. "Hey, how about I take you to dinner tonight? I can get someone to watch Sophie."

[Lilith Celejay]

Her eyebrows shot up in surprise. She had not been expecting that one. The caring gesture made her beam. "Really?" Lilith stared into his eyes, the smile refusing to leave her face. "I'd like that."

[Christian Knight]

"Good." He said with a smile as he got up
"So I'll pick you upin an hour or so?"

[Lilith Celejay]

She grinned at him and nodded. "That sounds great! Though you could pick me up in half an hour. Doesn't take me too long to dazzle people", Lilith told him with a wink.

[Christian Knight]

He laughed "ok, Half an hour then." he said before winking and kissing her and walking out to go get ready.

[Lilith Celejay]

Lilith grinned and shut the door, excited enough that she ran up the stairs to her room and ran right into the closet. "Ugh! Damn!" she whined, holding her head in her hand. "Fucking dates ruin me", she mumbled, though a smile was still on her face. It just wouldn't go away. After the whole half hour, she picked out a black and blue Neena strapless dress and heels, smirked at her reflection in the mirror, then walked downstairs to wait for Christian.

Miles eyed her with a smirk. "Going out, Lilith? Try not to embarrass the guy too bad."

Lilith turned to glare at him. "Try not to embarrass him too bad", she mocked. Miles mocked her back, and then they were in a mocking war.

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[Christian Knight]

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Once he was dressed he made it back to Lilith's to find her and miles were in some kind of disagreement or something. He sighed "Water lily, be nice to him. He does a lot for you."

[Lilith Celejay]

Lilith started to protest. "But he...I....Uuuuuugh!" she huffed, ignoring Miles and going over to Christian, knowing he was right. She smiled at him. "Well on a happier note, you look great."

[Christian Knight]

He laughed "Thanks. so do you. " He said as he kissed her lightly before grabbing her hand and saying byw to Miles and walking out the door toward his car.

[Lilith Celejay]

Lilith giggled some, staying close to him, happy that her hand was in his right now. The confession could've went a LOT harder but since it didn't, she was in happy high spirits. "So! Where to?"