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Feb 21, 2011 20:44:38 GMT -5
Post by Duelo Alan Wood on Feb 21, 2011 20:44:38 GMT -5
Duelo sighed and looked at her. " I knew this was gonna happen... and I still did it.." he ran his hand thru his hair. " Im sorry was all he could think to say." not wanting to show at this point how he felt.
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Feb 21, 2011 20:56:07 GMT -5
Post by Lilith Celejay on Feb 21, 2011 20:56:07 GMT -5
"Did you have anything?" she asked abruptly. "You didn't go and knock me up, did you?" Lilith made sure to keep her tone calm but at the same time, it was harsh and cold. She couldn't even look at him, she just stared at the floor of the club. It was weird to see the place so deserted. Didn't the custodial staff check the closets?
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Feb 22, 2011 20:41:30 GMT -5
Post by Duelo Alan Wood on Feb 22, 2011 20:41:30 GMT -5
He took a deep breath and just shook his head. " But dont worry the last thing I would want is to knock you up.." he took his shirt from her and sliped it on as he walked out. A part of him knowing that was just plain cold and probably shouldnt have been said. But right now pushing her away was the 'right' thing to do. For him atleast.
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Feb 22, 2011 21:15:10 GMT -5
Post by Lilith Celejay on Feb 22, 2011 21:15:10 GMT -5
Lilith watched him walk away. She could have sworn her eyes were glowing red right now. At least, that's what she thought. It was as if all she could see was red. Duelo's shape walking away--red. The world outside the club--red. Even when she looked at her hand, she thought there was blood all over it. Swallowing the lump in her throat, she ran after him and rammed his back with her shoulder. "HEY!" she screamed. "Do you seriously think we're done talking?! Why the hell would you do that to me?!?!?!"
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Feb 22, 2011 21:52:58 GMT -5
Post by Duelo Alan Wood on Feb 22, 2011 21:52:58 GMT -5
" I didnt... " he turned around and looked at her. "Look I didnt take advantage of you... It might look like I did.." he sighed not knowing what to say. Like what could he say that wouldn't make him look like the bad guy. " You had fun?" he somewhat smiled.
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Feb 23, 2011 16:54:42 GMT -5
Post by Lilith Celejay on Feb 23, 2011 16:54:42 GMT -5
She glared at him in disbelief, forcing her mouth not to fall open. Instead, she reared her fist back and punched him in the face. It was a pretty hard punch, one that actually made her hold her fist to her mouth in pain. Oh. That hurt. Lilith stood glaring at him. "Did I have FUN?! Are you fucking kidding?! I can't remember anything in case you weren't aware!!! Though how could ANYONE have fun with something so god damn small?!" Her eyes traveled to his pants zipper, then back up to his face in a glare.
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Feb 23, 2011 18:09:23 GMT -5
Post by Duelo Alan Wood on Feb 23, 2011 18:09:23 GMT -5
And he deserved that, he knew it too. " WHAT THE HELL WAS THAT FOR?" but yet still complained about it. He could face the side of his face throbbing with pain as he bit his tongue to minimize the pain. " Besides how would you know it was small if you cant even remember. But trust me you had fun." with that said he walked over to his side of the car and got in.
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Feb 23, 2011 20:00:55 GMT -5
Post by Lilith Celejay on Feb 23, 2011 20:00:55 GMT -5
Lilith was shaking in anger, she knew it. If steam could come out of her ears, it totally would. She angrily stomped over to the other side, slid in, then turned to Duelo so she could scream at him some more. "You know DAMN well what that was for!!! Don't act like such a dumb-ass!!! And don't you DARE tell me I had fun." She said the word like it was a disgusting bug and punched his arm. "And I can assume! Although I have a feeling my assumption's pretty accurate. You're not anything to brag about." With that, she folded her arms over her chest and thumped back in the seat loudly, looking away.
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Feb 23, 2011 20:27:21 GMT -5
Post by Duelo Alan Wood on Feb 23, 2011 20:27:21 GMT -5
" Hold on, so does that mean that what you said last night, isn't gonna happen anymore?" He asked as she started the car and drove off. " I mean You sounded pretty legit." he said knowing she probably didnt remember that either.
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Feb 23, 2011 20:34:01 GMT -5
Post by Lilith Celejay on Feb 23, 2011 20:34:01 GMT -5
She blinked in confusion, her eyes darting back and forth as she tried to remember. "Well what do you think?" It was just classic Lilith response since she didn't want to ask and look stupid for not remembering. "You're supposed know me well enough by now, right?"
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Feb 23, 2011 21:31:22 GMT -5
Post by Duelo Alan Wood on Feb 23, 2011 21:31:22 GMT -5
" so you mean to tell me that you do intend to continue this?" he asked refering to their little messed up relationship. " I dont get you, you know that right?" He let out a deep breath and scratched the back of his head.
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Feb 24, 2011 20:18:18 GMT -5
Post by Lilith Celejay on Feb 24, 2011 20:18:18 GMT -5
Lilith blinked, then smirked and ruffled Duelo's hair until it was all messed up. "What kind of lame-ass question is that? Are you trying to say you don't wanna see me anymore?" She looked at him with a semi-smile on her face, though the thought of not seeing Duelo again was making her sad. She just didn't show it and kept up her smile.
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Feb 25, 2011 22:38:43 GMT -5
Post by Duelo Alan Wood on Feb 25, 2011 22:38:43 GMT -5
He didnt bother fixing his hair, instead pulled up on the side of the empty road. He turned to her and just stared at her. " Im trying to say that what happened was wrong and I feel... Some kind of way about it. " he said and let out a heavy and deep breath. " I just... Im sorry..." he said, his tone compleatly serious as a little of his soft side showed.
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Feb 25, 2011 22:50:36 GMT -5
Post by Lilith Celejay on Feb 25, 2011 22:50:36 GMT -5
Lilith was about to snap at him again but seeing his expression, stopped herself. Instead, she sighed and tapped repeatedly on the button for the window. "You feel 'some kind of way about it?' Uhm, you wanna tell me what exactly that means? You're not angry at yourself? Pissed at yourself? I dunno. Cuz I feel all those things about you." She looked out at the road, debating if she should get out and try to walk.
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Feb 26, 2011 21:12:05 GMT -5
Post by Duelo Alan Wood on Feb 26, 2011 21:12:05 GMT -5
Duelo sat back in his seat and looked up at the celing of his car. " Yes, I'm all those things and more. I shouldn't have let that happen, dont you think I know that." He sighed in frustration and placed his hands on the back of his head. " But I mean things happen for a reason right, how the hell was I to know that-" he stoped halfway through the sentence and closed his eyes. " ... Lets just stop at the apology."
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Feb 26, 2011 21:30:09 GMT -5
Post by Lilith Celejay on Feb 26, 2011 21:30:09 GMT -5
She dropped her jaw when he finished talking, then quickly snapped it shut. A vein jumped in her jaw and she wanted nothing more than to turn to him and rip his eyes out. "Things happen for a reason?! Don't you DARE give me that bull shit!!!!!" She quickly turned around to face him and a tear fell from her eye. "You saying that you screwing me when I was drunk 'happened for a reason'? You're not even sorry, so don't say you are!" she screamed.
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Feb 26, 2011 21:49:14 GMT -5
Post by Duelo Alan Wood on Feb 26, 2011 21:49:14 GMT -5
He turned to her and seeing her tear he smiled, of corse not a victory smile more of a soft an gentle one. Maybe saying all that had worked. " You do care?"
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Feb 26, 2011 21:59:21 GMT -5
Post by Lilith Celejay on Feb 26, 2011 21:59:21 GMT -5
His question caught her off gaurd. She swallowed the lump in her throat and wiped her face. "What?" she mumbled, her voice shaky now. "I care...about what?"
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Feb 27, 2011 12:02:55 GMT -5
Post by Duelo Alan Wood on Feb 27, 2011 12:02:55 GMT -5
He didn't like the tension in the car and looked around. He got out of the car expecting her to follow as he spoke again. “ I mean the Lilith I know I little too well would not hesitated and swing at me again. But right now, you’re crying. “
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Feb 27, 2011 12:10:33 GMT -5
Post by Lilith Celejay on Feb 27, 2011 12:10:33 GMT -5
Lilith swallowed the lump in her throat, furiously wiping her eyes as she got out the car and followed after him. "Of course I'm crying. Believe it or not, I care about what happens to my body when I'm so out of it!!!!!" And part out of her rage, part to just live up to what he expected out of her, she punched him in the arm, then swung her fist back and hit him as hard as she could. She just kept hitting him and crying. "I hate you! I hate you! I hate you!"
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Feb 27, 2011 12:24:49 GMT -5
Post by Duelo Alan Wood on Feb 27, 2011 12:24:49 GMT -5
Duelo Had been expecting that since they got out the club so it didn’t come as a surprise when she started swinging at him. He caught her hands and brought her close into a strong embrace. “ Stop saying that, just stop it.” he whispered into her ear. He wasn’t planning on letting her go anytime soon until he got it all out. “ You say you care, but yesterday I tried several times to stop you from drinking as much as you did. I didn’t want it to happen that way, I really like you Lilith but you make that so hard sometimes and I want to know your worth it but the way you are just… confuses the shit out of me.”
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Feb 27, 2011 12:50:28 GMT -5
Post by Lilith Celejay on Feb 27, 2011 12:50:28 GMT -5
She paused, frozen while he held her. Lilith blinked and just stared at his chest. She could feel her heat crashing against her chest, though whether that was from her screaming or Duelo holding her she couldn't tell. "Should it matter?" she mumbled at last, her voice laced with her anger. "If I'm so confusing for you, then maybe you should just give up. Apparently I frustrate you, right? Why in the hell do you like me anyway?! You're the confusing one! Why?! Howcome you stay by me when I do things that make you want to hate me?!" Her tears fell onto his shirt.
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Feb 27, 2011 13:35:25 GMT -5
Post by Duelo Alan Wood on Feb 27, 2011 13:35:25 GMT -5
He thought about her words for a while staying silent. Why was it that he stood there just letting her do all that to him. He had never stood for that crap, but why now? why her? “ I wont give up again.” he finally got out. He looked down at her, seeing she was still crying. “ I can’t give up again, I won’t give up again. I’ve tried doing that and I cant I’m not that type of guy. And as much as I wish I could I be… I’m not. I don’t want to hate you…”
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Feb 27, 2011 16:21:21 GMT -5
Post by Lilith Celejay on Feb 27, 2011 16:21:21 GMT -5
She looked up at him, her eyes bloodshot already from crying. "Won't give up on what? On me? Why?" Lilith snapped. It made her happy that he wouldn't but she had to know the reason.
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Feb 27, 2011 20:27:20 GMT -5
Post by Duelo Alan Wood on Feb 27, 2011 20:27:20 GMT -5
Duelo sighed and looked down at her. " Because I like you alright... But you already knew that right?" He held her tighter not knowing what to expect from her anymore, and would just rather stay on the safe side.
(( I had half of mind to give her a 'none of your bussiness' answer just like i give everyone... but i didnt want to make things worse))
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Feb 27, 2011 21:27:27 GMT -5
Post by Lilith Celejay on Feb 27, 2011 21:27:27 GMT -5
((Haha it would've just made things funner! Yay!))
Yeah. At least she thought she already knew that. Still, she froze when he said it out loud. Lilith looked away from him now, to the ground. She didn't know what her face looked like and if it was like full of disgust, she didn't want him to see that. That wasn't right. "Why? What about me...do you like? I mock you on a regular basis in case you weren't aware."
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Mar 1, 2011 18:06:55 GMT -5
Post by Duelo Alan Wood on Mar 1, 2011 18:06:55 GMT -5
He thought about it and released his grip on her. Was it bad that he actually had to think about it, no it wasn't that. It was just the more he thought about the more he realized he has compering the two girls. He took a few steps back, looking down with a blank stare. What was he suppose to say? he wondered, nothing making much sense.
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Mar 1, 2011 21:00:00 GMT -5
Post by Lilith Celejay on Mar 1, 2011 21:00:00 GMT -5
When he didn't answer her right away, she looked up at him. Her face was tear-stained and she wiped under her eyes furiously, not believing she actually started bawling in front of him. "Well?" she snapped, wanting...no, needing to hear an answer from him. "What...do you like about me, huh? What?"
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Mar 3, 2011 20:19:29 GMT -5
Post by Duelo Alan Wood on Mar 3, 2011 20:19:29 GMT -5
After a while he looked up at her. " None of your business!" he snapped basically getting all defensive. " what do you care anyways, YOU have a boyfriends dont you?" his tone harsh, defenetly not what he wanted it to sound like but just the way it had come out.
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Mar 3, 2011 20:31:47 GMT -5
Post by Lilith Celejay on Mar 3, 2011 20:31:47 GMT -5
Lilith tensed, his tone making her flinch a little and also from what he said. But then anger just coursed through her instead. "What the shit do you mean that's none of my business?!" she screamed. She was yelling as loud as she could, her face red and she didn't care who heard. She was already an emotional wreck and besides, this guy desreved to get chewed out.
"We're talking about ME!! So apparently I'm none of my business, huh? Is that is?! And while we're on the subject, don't you have a fucking girlfriend?! If I remember correctly, that skank who nailed me in the jaw!"
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